Buna Ziua,
It was half an hour pass midnight, I'm staying up. Its was awkward and weird. At this time
I supposed to be in my bed , safe and sound, dreaming away. In fact, I usually slept at 8 o'clock .
Somehow, there was something that kept me uneasy. It is a deep longing of something. Its not a
lusting desires, its something in the middle of vengeance and love. Presumably , when they got
mixed together it result to my deep and eternal hollow. In the deep hollow, I lost my sense of love,
humanity to human and the hollow do come in handy at some times. It was the place where I threw all
my sickening lovey-dovey stuff and the place where I wash all my memories of being in pain or hurt.
The hollow actually help me in keeping me survived and undead.
Recently, after the not-so-big-exam , my life were packed with a bunch of activities. Mostly,were
nothing but boredom. Nevertheless, I managed to deceive my mind to just move on. Those stuff
help me in keeping me busy( when I mean with busy its mean busy figuring what the heck was it about).
I rarely focusing on what was going as my mind was too busy flying and wandering around. I do
participate in some of those activities and I really rock it out . Apart from that, a few of my buddies
and my countless foes do help me in filling my activities.
I guess my days will go round and round. Although you were a temporary comfort that keep me secure,
still I can said that I miss you badly. Not that bad but yeah I do miss you . This all for this night, sleep tight
and don't let me crawl in your dream. I'll make sure it will be the most unforgettably dream
you will ever had. In a bad way actually.
XOXO
E.MACHIAVELLIAN
