Ella Machiavellian

Envy is the ulcer of the soul 

- Socrates 

    Thus a cancerous soul I have,

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
-Lau Tzu 

If that true, then love be my savior, I have no strength  nor courage left as I'm drown in the numbness life

Being balanced is just not the nature of human. 

- Ella Machiavellian